I take it all back. I am not happy at all. I am really scared. What the heck am I doing, signing my life over to some guy who is I think 40-something? Is that too young to be a surgeon?
What if everyone is wrong? About hip dysplasia, about surgery... what if officially no-one knows what they are talking about?!?!
What if my surgeon has unknown early onset of Huntingtons and he gets a shakey hand mid-operation? My sciatic nerve is quite precious to me, is it worth sacrificing for the sake of having a non-wonky hip?
Aaaah too many thoughts and not enough sleep.
